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无法回报的爱与付出跟施舍一样，是种负担。融化在爱里的，是永远无法触及的自由和永远无法摆脱的杀戮。

被爱包裹着的，是误解、容忍、仇恨，是根茎、枝叶，缠绕着，撕扯着，等待着花开的那天，等待着光明到来的那天。那天注定不会来。

爱让他浮于虚幻的云端，金钱让他站上血染的土地，把可悲的阴影撒向肮脏不堪的家乡。金钱对他来说，就像沉默和死亡那样自由。只有那些用数字代替语言，量化情感的时刻，让他感觉安全。

爱让他浸泡在地狱的熔岩里，沐浴着火焰，燃烧在罪恶和痛苦中，高傲地下跪。

烟雾，像所有的挣扎一般短暂，瞬息间烟消云散。但没有哪阵烟会真正散开，哪怕是再细小的灰尘。人是会真正散开的，哪怕是再沉重的灵魂。拼...

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